DIFFERENT CHARACTERISTICS

We are all human beings but with different characteristics.That is, even two close friends, both of whom like making similar things, going similar places ect. have different personal features from eachother.We have really varied characteristics but people around us can't perceive these different points easily.Because they are unique to a person.When they notice these interesting features, they may be very suprised.Maybe even some of us can't notice our personal difference. As for me, I have some characteristics that are unique to me also; like being afraid of dark, a strong desire to visit all breathtaking places in the world and writing when I am alone.

First of all, I am very afraid of dark.This fear increases especially when I am alone in home or wherever the electricity goes off.I become like a crazy person when the electricity goes off suddenly.I try to find a candle or such kind of things immediately.If I can't find them, I may begin to run or cry.These aren't normal reactions to darkness of course.When I was a child, I was afraid of dark more than now.That is, I was more lunatic than now:) I have many memories related to this fear.Some of them are very funny especially for other people but for me they are full of fear.If I saw a person running like a crazy or beginning to cry as soon as the electricity went off, I would laugh too.So they are rigt to make fun of me but I am not doing these absurd things willingly.Being related to this fear, I am also very afraid of blindness.When I am in dark places, I automatically begin to think about blindness and my fear increases.I think that I should get rid of this obsession as soon as possible.

I want to visit all breathtaking places in the world which worth seeing.Since my childhood, I have had this strong desire.It is a kind of obsessive willing for me.In my childhood,I was looking at the pictures of these interesting places.I was dreaming about going to these places, analysing them carefully and spending time in them.In those days, it was totally impossible dream for me.To me,I would have no chance to visit these places during my whole life.Now I think that through many ways, I can live up to my biggest dream.For examle in university, there are some kind of student changing programs.Maybe via these programs, my dream can be real.I think that I can find many other ways to make my dream real.

I like writing especially when I am alone in my room or somewhere else that affects me like seashore ect.This phsyhological mood makes me write many different and interesting things.I think that I can't write without this special mood.I like writing much but only in suitable time and place for me.When somebody tells me to write something, I feel myself forced.So I can't write with the same way I write in these special times.Since the day I began to write, I haven't let anyone read my writings.They really tell about my inner feelings and I don't want anyone to find out them.

We are all different.The important thing that we should do is to notice this difference.Because these different characteristics make life more enjoyable and interesting.Via this way we may be happier than now. Finally I want to say that difference is good:)